Currently rolling up..and trying to type...quite a difficult task I must say...

Also digging even deeper into my dominatrix profession, which is forcing me to make a lot of changes in my life so we shall see how great this goes, I know I'll succeed
CBT is one of my favs

What is CBT?
Cock & Ball Torture...yea I said it!
And they pay me to do it so I'm alright with the universe, karma won't kick my sweet ass this time... and Life and his bitch won't harm me either.

Anywhoo, I have a very big sense of humor so I joke a lot, I'd rather smile all day you know... I have ADHD so you may notice my journals rambling but they always bring in the points I make in the end.
There is a lot to me, that may surprise so don't try to put me in a box...cuz I won't fit

Now...

Modeling?
Should I?
What kind of modeling?
I want to, gotta lose more weight, right?
Thought I was fine but I guess one must make adjustments, suffer for my art right?
But what exactly must I suffer?
hmm

Well from numerous America's Next Top Model episodes and enough communication with the industry tells me I need a portfolio,etc.

Well I took some pics... I look damn good haha
but I know that means nothing b/c I'm not the only beautiful woman in this world..so I am now finding my niche and perfecting it...